okay. so far i had fun. but too bad i am staying at home for new years.
okay never mind!
so i woke up this morning.. pray suboh.. then i tried to sleep back.
but the whole house was so noisy! and it was bright. and i couldnt find that
thing which covers your eyes.
okay so woke up teevee. bathed. off to granny's on my dad's side.
ate wonderrful food.
then off to granny's on mom's side.
whee cousins.
then then.. sam's family came.
okay so . we went to see the MMMMBAAAA!!!
[okay supposed to be sheep. dunnoe who to spell the sound lah]
disgusting a bit.
wait later i continue. penat lahh

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!
okay so yesterday..
was so bored.. rented two dvd's.
over the hedge and failure to launch.
watched over the hedge. it if so fcuking funny.
highly recommended.
yesterday night.
imah screamed all of a sudden claiming that she heard something
making biting noises.
i was so scared.
it turned out to be my mom's bag fell on the floor.
stupid right . yes i know.
ouh and imah gave me the comp so late..
then i held her baju raya on hostage at scissors point.
hhahah. almost cut her baju.
:]]
i'm bad. i know.:]]
might be sleeping j.s today. with mei-i.
okay im off to the showers.
ciao.

bored.
BRAD for survivor cook island is soooooooooooooooooo
CUTE!!!!!!!
*gagagagaga* *drools* *melts*
okay. so my hari raya haji dress is almost done.
its red .oh god.
what was i thinking.
okay maybe it will turn out good.
no more bbq! its cancelled.
shit mann.
so what am i doing on a sunday night on the eve of new year?
most probably..
saty at home and watch teevee.
sheesh.
ciao.

to atiqah.
sorry to hear about your loss.
hope your doing okay.


today went to school.
for drama.
discussed what to do for cca day.
yadayadayada.
went home.
haniffa didnt come.
he planned. never come. -.-"
okay so sleepy.
bored man.
i hugged fariha at last!
miss her sooooooooooooooooo much!
is anyone doing homework?
i also dunno where it is.
CIAO!!

okay today went out wiht dinie.
hahahha okay fun.
happy lah tu..
semua bende ade..
okay bored.
:]]

whee...
had fun today.
met dinie.dila.fiqa.ahmad.arfan... at tamp mrt
then hani.... then atiqah
dinie did her ezlink card.
no more keropok.
i like her picture. very the cute.
okay so then headed to town.
they did their shoping.
DINIE AT LAST BOUGHT THAT BAG!
i hate hani. i also want that shoe. :[[
nvm. its okay. i love you no more hate.
ooohh. we saw nadiah and fatimah kan?
yeah.
we went to bugis. but not hani she went back.
so blablabla...
we took pictures. haahahha.. on the esclater? dunno lahh..
i had fun. i hate ahmad's stupid sleng.
but i like the way he said kodeng.
damn funny.
okay.
THANKS DINIE FOR THE TREAT! I LOVE YOU!
okay people. gotta sleep.
ciaooo..

today.
i was awaken by mun's morning shouts about MAPLE SYRUP.
stupid.
blablabla.
mihah and salma came.
then.
after dinner..
mun blanja STARBUCKS!
wheeeeee.
ate some rasberry swirl cheesecake.
no more oreo cheesecake.
:[[
and caramel frap.
so we were all crapping.
and talked on weddings.
all cant wait for mun to get married.
like me and imah wants to wear matching dresses.
hhehhehe.
okay. had good laughs.
one of the loudest groups . as usual.





okay i gotta ask one question.
what does it feel like to have a boyfriend?
and what does it feel like to breakup?
tell me please.
never experienced before.
kesian eh?
never mind.
i want to be single and flirty!


ciao.

ouh yesterday when we were out.
we saw this georgeous boy/man whatever his age is.
okay so it was like.
we were talking bout cute guys and dunno why.
the i told them that sam would slurp when she sees a HANSEM BOY!!
so atiqah said "its hot hot . so delicious."
and said that if we see a HANSEM BOY! we would say that.
so then we were walking..
and i was in the middle.
and dinie was on my right atiqah on my left.
and we saw that GEORGEOUS guy.
since he was taller than us..
all of us looked up..
and dinie shook my and so did atiqah.
the me and atiqah "ITS HOT HOT!"
like damn loud. and then laughed.
dinie shook my hand cause she didnt know what to say.
and i think we were like loud enough for the guy to hear.
and so we just continued walking.
atiqah kept fantasising bout him.
DREAM ON GIRL.
but he was HOT alright.
yeah.





on the way home...
i saw MISS PHUA!!!!!
omg i miss her so much.
i'm taller than her.
hahahha
okay .
ciao.

yesterday night/morning..
i watched the temptations on hallmark.
was quite good.
then off to bed.
read my book.. tittled "loving danny"
till the 6th chapter.
four o'clock .
waked up for suboh..
and off to sleep again.
then waked up at 11.11AM!
then... watched teevee..
blablabla..
hungry.
hmmm....
okay. bordom rules.
ciao

went to sentosa yesterday.
fun. played soccer. water.
went up the 'house' thingy with fiqa :]]]
someone deleted the pictures.
so... went back to vivocity.. ate at banquet.
sorry for leaving you guys without saying goodbye.
sorry.
okay so today..
went out with dinie and atiqah.
THANKS!
aat last i bougth my bag.
what an adventure right dinie?
from bugis.. to cityhall..
hahah
i bought the nike nikey eh?
haha.
okay .
ciao!


i feel like were drifting apart.
dont ever let me go.
i'll make it up to you.

yesterday went out with atiqah
and we went to popular..
ment my aunty and my cousins..
blablabla..
aliyah vomited on me.
disgusting.
off to the library.
borrowed 6 books.
and i have outstanding fees! wheee
$3.90
all thanks to me and those who borrowed under my name.
THANKS EH!
all day long i was sneezing.
thanks atiqah for the tissue.
:]]
should i go sentosa?

today ...
wake up at 830!!!
stupid sister make noise ..
wake me up!
breakfast..teevee..
ouh
fahimah was ironing her scraf for a bellydancing class..
imah: widad.. why the scraf like still crumpled?
[she iron with water all.. then i also wonder]
imah: you try..
i tried lah.. i do also cannot.
widad: eh cannot lah.. i dunno lah..
[wanted to switch off .. and then..]
widad: EH DUMB! ITS NOT EVEN ON!
hahhaha...
okay lame.
so i went out with faiz..dinie..nabil..
went to find shoe...
both bought same shoe.
ouh okay
wadda hell..
goign library tomorrow with amati lubby.. [insyallah]
okayy ciao

i am cold!
brrr...

today went to cityhall...
with diniedilarfan.
then we look around.
laugh laugh.
ate at bk..
blablabla..
okay lah..
i think i am confirm buying my school bag from nike..
my dad gave $$$ YAYAY!!
i want to rebond my frindge... but no $$
:[[[[
nvm..
ciao.. havent eat dinner..

just now i saw a man who picked his nose like no one's business .
disgusting.
ouh today i watched eragon with atiqah.. amirul? and harith?
dunno lah how to spell.
quite good lah..
ouh and i saw irdayu..
yeaps thats all
ouh ya..
i got my books today..
but the stupid bookshop didnt tick the f&n book.
thats why its cheaper.
okay ciao peeps

okay so taday..
i woke up in the morning around 10++
then i read the newspaper..
so i saw mp3 samsung.. $59 at best denki parkway
i called.. they said left 5 peices
i quickly asked for money..
begbegbegged..
yadayadayada
then..my aunt say she want to send me lah
and i didnt know she was going for a wedding..
so i went to js..
then i waited for her for like an hour..
then before she left..
i called best denki again.. to check whether still have..
if not i dont go lah
and i called.. left one and they said its going to be sold soon
so i didnt go luhh..
so i went back home.. with shakirah..cause she wants to eat pizza
mommy cooked :]]
okay so after eating.. we went to tamps with mun.
and i bought..
mango tshirt.. $23 :]]]]]]]
hippo bear.. $12.90 :]]]]]]]
and vaseline $3.20
yeah so i spent the fifty my dad gave to buy mp3
but..
i dont need to pay for the tshirt.. cause mommy pay back..
and the vaseline.. father paying back..
i only need to pay the bear..
:[[
but so what!!?/
what shall i name my hippo?
hmm..
ciao babes.

okay so today i didnt go out.
im bored luhh
kay so taday i dyed my hair..
my sis bought it..
but i only dyed it like a few streaks only..
yeah but cannot really see lah
okay so today i watched JUST FRIENDS
and raising helen AGAIN!
haha
oooooooooo..
i ate lava brownie ice cream..
YUMMY!
ciao its late..

okay so i have the notebook already.
so this was how my trip went..

5th December
- in the morning headed to lavender to take bus.
-reached melacca.
-Ami Salam fetched us from the bus terminal.
-drove to their house . ate lunch,prayed,freshened up.
-went to tesco
-came back dinner slept.

6th December
-woke up & had breakfast
-Took car with ami salam,amati jamilah& amati chom drive to K.l!
-checked into CONCORDE HOTEL!
-took monorail to lot 10.
-met mihah and her aunts there at SAHARA TENT restaurant.
-headed to lot 10 shopped.
-only me joined samihah& co to petaling street. [took lrt]
-was raining!
-took lrt back to amati rahmah's place.
-went to nearby restaurant for dinner [satay!]
-went to aunty rahmah's place and waited for mihah to pack.
-amati kahlida and amati chom fetched us from their apartment.
-SUPER[ SECOND DATE!] same place [at some arab restaurant;
their sheesha is like no age limit! but i didnt try. :[[ ]
same people. :]]
saw cute guys :]]]]
-headed back to hotel. SLEEP!

7th December
-woke up around 6++
-went swimming.
-showered & went to breakfast.
(mihah lied and said that i was 12 yrs old! so that i could get a cheaper price. LIAR! haha)
-walked to KLCC. [ i thought i lost my wallet. so i walked all the way back to the hotel
with mihah and luckily i found my wallet. phew! ]
-amati chom went to get a padicure.. so me and mihah walked around the mall.
-amati chom went back. we continued shopping.
-ate burger king. [ their drink is like FREE REFILS!!]
-some taxi drivers were pointing to a car and said SHAHRUKH KHAN.
[ but dunno whether its true. but might be possible cause the stars were
supposed to come that day.]
-went back to hotel.
-went to Pertaling Jaya.
but got lost. we went there took two hours.. but goign back took only 20 mins!
- had dinner at baba jane's house. chatted with farhana in her room.
-went back. sleep!

8th December
-Woke up late. had breakfast.
-checked out.
-headed to kuantan, LIS NA REE [ dissapointment. in the toilet i saw cockroaches. YUCKS!]
-dinner at seafood restaurant.
-back to resort & slept.

9th December
-packed for k.l
- breakfast at resort.
-left for k.l
-checked into concorde
-went to masjid india.
- ate at yaseen? restaurant.[met with amati wardah,ami alwee & mustafa.]
ami alwee didnt join us after that. he slept at his warehouse. but amati wardah and mus
joined us.
-walked to the bazaar
-headed to petaling street again.
-back to hotel, watched teevee
-at midnight. amati wardah got hungry so we went down to find food.
luckily saw caltex?. so bought food there.
came back ate in the toilet cause amati chom sleeping.
luckily our toilet was like sink, door then the bath tub and shower all.
then we slept.

December 10th
-woke up had breakfast. packed for putrajaya.
-headed to ethnic moods showroom.
-went to putrajaya.
-mosque.
-ate.
-bridge.
-shangrila hotel
-alamanda SHOPPING!!
-drove back to melacca
-yong tau foo shop.
-went to ami salam's house again.
-freshened up & watched teevee
-slept on airbed.

11th December
-wake up watch teevee.
-ate breakfast
-headed to melacca bazaar
-ate at the cafe
- went to mahkota parade
-bought movie tickets.
-say last goodbyes to adahweemus.
-went back home
-had lunch.
-drove back to mahkota parade with amati chom and mihah.
-watched CINTA. [its really good :]] ]
-shopped.
-fetch ami salam and amati jamilah for dinner @ mambo cafe.
-went home slept.

12th December
-woke up/breakfast.
-drove to muar
-ate at hawker centre [someone asked for mihah's number. but she gave email.]
-headed to park nearby.
-went to dodol shop.
-went back to melacca
-went to jusco.
-back home slept.

13th December
LAST DAY!
-woke up .. breakfast.
-last minute pack ups.
-left for melacca central
-bought gum.. say goodbyes
-took bus.
-at woodlands checkpoint.. mihah kena caught.
-went up bus .. to lavender.
-ami aman fetched us.
-sent me to kembs
took taxi home!!



what i bought
-adidas shoe
-billabong t-shirt
-roxy shorts
-cap
-eskulin cinderella
-radioactive t-shirt
-long pants
-gum
thats all
okay ciao

okay i changed my skin AGAIN!
i know i got noting better to do.
i have no life.
:]
i would like to say sorry to you people.
if i ever break your heart.
i realise i am liking the song my heart thanks to idiotic MIHAH!
sheesh
ouh and my all time favourite song...
if your not the one.


If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
but I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it ,
I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?



nicenice
okay gtg..
ciao people

oh god.
i was having stomach ache and crams.
so bloody painful okay.
then i slept untill 8 plus..
now i am better.
:]]

okay so i am back
miss you guys loads!
really i never bluff.
okay so this was how my trip went
wait
i'll do it another day cause we wrote it down but the notebook is with sam.
okay.
PIGASS. [jangan terase okay?] doesnt mean i have to do what you want me to do.
BYE!
this is just a fictional story
i am a stupid girl

wheeeeeeee.
today i went out with hani.
we joked a lot.
funnyfunnyfunny
thanks for the treat!
ouh and hani's mom say i good girl :]]
and her cousin say i pretty :]]]
hehe
okay umm..
I AM LEAVING FOR MALAYSIA TOMORROW!!!
i will miss you people!!
MUACCCKKSSS!!
:[[[[
okay ciao
havent pack my bag
shit!

AT LAST I WENT OUT!
wheeeeeeee.
okay so we went to the beach to celebrate hani's bday.
but.
the bday girl not there.
funny right?
i know.
so went to the beach.[widad/dinie/adila/fiqa/dira]
they bought mac.
i ate my mom's heavenly cooking[for today only] at home :]]
*such a good girl dont waste money:]*
okay so played ball..water
funfunfun
joked around a lot
ATIQAH LAUGHED BLOODY A LOT AND FUCKING LOUD!
ouh and they took a lot of pictures
and..
i hugged adila..[my bear]
THANKS GIRLS for making me lose a record :]]
okay i better hurrry..
i want to watch thats so raven night show
so long never watch..
ciao darrlinggs!

WOHHOOO!!!
i break record.
[like real]
i never go out for THREE DAYS STRAIGHT
wow!
yeah i know..
i have no life..
anyways..
HANI!!
HAPPY BURSTDAY TO YOU!
JOIN THE CLUB!
YOU ARE OFFICIALLY...
FOURTEEN!
ciao!

okay.
i dont know what to say
not in the mood
i want to go out
i want mp3!!!!
i demand you
yes you reading this to get me an
MP3!!!!!!!!!!
okay?
understood?
going malaysia
ciao